To Mama Love

Mamma, I'm sorry for not loving the way I should. I'm sorry making progress and taking a step back. I know love is about risk, giving your heart despite it all. I want to love like that I want to love in spite of what know. I want to focus on what matters....I want to focus on love! Mama I really really want to do this beautiful Goddess of Love!Mama I need your strength! I need to I want to love as you love, I want to love like a true Queen.....a true Queen my dear mama. I want to grow I want to laugh I want to learn...I don't want to live the way I was before....I'm sorry Mama, I love you Mama. I know you are not happy with me right now....but I need your help teach me how to love as you love teach me to focus on what matter...I want to and I am putting in the effort....there is no going back...I can only live for love.